Wednesday, February 28, 2007 1:28 PM
suppose to write my blog ytd but well i am jus too tired lolx... so i will squeeze everything over here ^^ ytd went shop shop wif my darling hehe ~ nice! =D shop for her room decoration thingy cant wait to see her room tidy n nice soon! =D
den ytd in sch wtf ~ i feel so fake man... smiling to all the ppl ard me when i dun feel like doing it... tis is nonsense totally nonsense.... zzz but nvm... left the last few days alrdy i guess we wont meet up after we graduate also... so is okie bahs ~ i will jus smile to ppl ard me tis few days n fuck off frm my way man! den tt stupid LEE gave us some qns to do... he realli like 1 of a kind... teach dun 1 teach properly unrelevent things sae alot... dunno why ite hired tis kind of person for wat... should haf ask him go climb up distillation tower n jump down... he is a total screwed up person... zzz
den jus nw went sch JUS LIKE WASTING MY TIME MAN! no lesson? nth? first we went in class tt's like no teacher in it? zzz the? ask us go 9am in the end ownself missing like wth rite? den nvm... since there's no teacher... i n darling decided to haf a bite at the canteen stay in class also nth to do.... we jus walk off without telling any1... =\ can see we realli jus care abt ourselve huhs? hoho ~
when we go canteen lina n dila joined us... well of cos we r sianz to see them but well wat to do? classmates ma... ~_~ den we jus eat together ... after tt me n darling went toilet i smoke... sianz ~zz den go bk class rot until 10+ go home... wat a day in sch rite? -.-'''
after lesson i n darling went out again hehe ~ we went to shop things again haha! we gt endless stuff to shop in our shopping list dunno why =X hehe ~ we went to buy bra ~ woahs ! is so nice cheap n gd ^^ lolx ~ den darling bought bedsheet too ! hehe ~ looks nice i guess i should get myself 1 too... see hw first bahs ~ realli feel gd to stay wif darling hehe ~ she is my best darling ever! love her lots! ^^
Signing off,
Lisa(:
28.02.2007
1.36PM
Monday, February 26, 2007 8:05 PM
well.... another stupid day over lols... woke up in the afternoon ard 12.30pm.. mum wake me up ask me go pay bill zzzz so sianz ~_~ cos is FAR! =X lolx ~ some more hot weather... so decided to took a bus go instead of walking over.... den saw a aunty while i waiting for bus... den chi chat wif her abit... as usual lo... ask me when i will be working... blah blah blah ~ -_-'' sound worst den my mum? indeed it is... zzz den waited quite sometimes for the bus... another aunty came YES! INDEED LIKE THE?! the conversation started again omg... -.-''
aunty A: so wat u gotta do after u graduate?
me: work lo... i gt some planning alrdy...
aunty A: ohh tis is gd... finally can go out work n earn alrdy tis is good...
aunty B: aiyos! why dun 1 continue ur studies? continue is gd! dun waste it! (zzz)
aunty A: aiya she studied enough alrdy la is time for her go out n work alrdy...
(i havent gt the chance u talk -.-''')
aunty B:where gt good? ite come out pay low... must go poly den good...
(yet i still dun haf the chance to talk -_-''''')
after awhile the bus arrive... i finally can siam frm 1 of tis aunties -_-''' they talk as if like my mother... the worst thing is my mum also nv care abt wat i 1 to do so much ~ wth -_-''' i wonder all tis aunty gt nth better to do issit ~ wanna care other ppl's life more den caring their own 1... man ~ i guess nx time see them better siam b4 i kena tray by their "conversation" again poorthing me... zzz
den i reached post office to pay my bill wth SO MANY PPL ~ arrggzz ~ no choice took a Q number n waited for ard 45mins? after tt walk bk home n maple whole day... like boring day indeed ~ lolx ~ den today also no lesson i thought today gt ~ rot at home whole day long like sianz... finally tml gt lesson le ~ well althought i dun like it but okie la better den nth to do... also going HSA donate blood haha ~ wEee ^^ do some gd things during cny period lolx... den still missing him lo... =( he is so bad make me misses him... hmph ~ he is away in camp... sad case hope to see him soon when he is bk in 3 days time ^^ bleahs =P okie la enough of my crap.... bye peeps ~ ^^
Signing off,
Lisa(:
26.02.2007
8.17PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007 8:18 PM
feeling kinda of lousy nw... dunno is i think too much or well is it the truth? can guys be trusted? i dunno.... 1 jus over... 1 starting again... haiz ~ can i haf abit of peace? =( hw i wish i could.... i hate the feeling of being cheated but dunno why i gt tis kinda of feeling? or maybe cos of the bad experience i gt... tt's y i gt tis kind of feeling? i dunno.... *sigh*
feel like crying nw... but yet i haf no tears...
feel like shouting nw... but yet no strengh...
feel like singing nw... but where to sing?
feel like sleeping nw... but yet cant...
haish....
totally feel lousy right nw....
i think i jus need to be alone....
nobody can help me...
only i can help myself...
i regreted my action...
but tt's no more turning bk le...
i must be strong...
but i am jus too weak nw...
can i jus haf a peaceful life?
life without relationship tears?
i realli hope i think too much...
only he gt the ans....
i hope u r the 1 for me...
if u still wan the 3 words....
here....
Signing off,
Lisa:(
25.02.2007
8.24PM
Friday, February 23, 2007 4:44 AM
arrggzz! feeling so sian.. in the middle of nite ... should be sleeping but well i am still awake doing blog again? lolx ~ =X well... feeling kinda of sinful nw... jus ate 2 hotdogs n 2 eggs tt's the reason why actually i dun dare to slp ~ kinda of regret nw! zzzz den jus nw i think smoke too much athsma is kinda of acting up again ~ *sigh* when den i can quit smoking? i also wanna quit but sometimes jus cant control myself but to light 1... haiz... so sad.... tis habit is luring my asthma bk... make me need to carry inhaler out when last time i dun... realli wanna quit ~ hopefully can quit when i go out work... *sigh*
den jus nw helping jiabao do her blog also... man ~ when i become blog maker? lolx ~ i jus noe abit of pi mao ~ =X as if i pro -.-''' well... actually get the html n read the html lo... is nt as diff as ppl think lolx ~ maybe the wording is kinda of complicated tt makes ppl think it is hard to understand try to open ur big eyes n see properly is very simple =)
well gotta be home alone tis few days~ *sigh* the worst cny i ever had in my past 18 yrs... tis is the worst 1... nv step into anybody hse to bai nian... realli is NEVER... since the first day of cny i only went out wif tr... den go bk sch tt's all nv go anywhere... sound so terrible... nt much of ang bao collected also... arrggz! my formal wear $$ gotta headache again ~ =\ thought can use ang bao $$ to get my formal wear nw i guess i still haf to ask mum for it ~ zzz which i dun wish to do it but i haf jus no choice ~ cannot ask me anyhw wear to go interview for job bahs? well... hope after i graudate i realli can repay my mum as she realli pay for my sch fees n alot of stuff... of cos i am grateful jus tt sometimes i talk she misunderstands it... some how she jus dun understand me bahs.... but well hope she will understand soon ... after i gt my first job lolx ~ =X okie la guess enough of my craps... gotta continue tml or maybe in the afternoon bahs ~ feeling so lonely at home haiz... boring ... faster monday bahs... at least i can step out of my hse n do something meaningful -.-''' bye peeps... ^^
Signing off,
Lisa(:
23.02.2007
4.53AM
Thursday, February 22, 2007 6:05 PM
well well... today is totally a cannot make it day... so boring... stuck infront of the comp for whole day le... cos nth to do ma... den my family they all went to genting... zzz i am home alone for few days ~ hmph ~ acutally mama gt ask me go den lame lo... ask me go den sae u gt $$ mehs? like ask stupid qns rite? zzz den i du lan la dun 1 go le... tmd.... hmph ~
also gt nth much to write liao ~ jus nw help darling do her blog... hehe ~ insert a tagboard haha ~ i find tt nw the blog like easier to do den last time de.... so i guess i will stick to tis blog thruout ^^ hehe... monday going bk sch for proper lesson looo ~ ^^ gotta strike for tis last paper ma ~ yahs ~ i guess i can =) soon i will achive something in my life? lolx.. hopefully yahs ~ ^^
nw... in my mind... I JUS WAN BK MY XP DISC LA! i need to format my comp badly =( sad case.. haiz.. when den I CAN GET BK? bloody hell.... hmph! wat a bad cny.... i complain so much... worst den my normal days.... zzzz after cny normally i feel rich... but nw i still feel so broke... wat the shit... hmph ~ hw i wish ~! i can strike a toto or 4D nw lolx... den i can go shop until i happy ~ but well... think so easy strike? so easy strike tt's no begger on the street liao ~ haiz ~ be more realistic bah lisa ~ go earn no pain no gain! -_-'''
signing off,
Lisa(:
22.02.2007
6.16PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007 5:09 PM
HOHO! I AM BACK AGAIN! lolx ~ well.. used to haf a blogspot last time but nt realli very active in it.. hopefully tis time round i will be active huhs? bleahs~ =P
well... today back to ite le ~ kinda of miss jurong island lehs ~ lols... miss the enviroment there miss the trainers there... miss the equipment there ~ miss when i bang into equipment when i tracing lines LOLS ~ XD but well ... 1 more mth to go b4 i graduate frm ite! tt's like wow so fast... 2 yrs bk... jus go in knowing nth abt chemical process.... after 2 yrs... at least noe something la ~ i did learn alot frm tis course ~ nice! i gotta persude in tis line as far as i can! =D jia you wors lisa! ^^
here r some of the pic i took during my cptc times n my graduation time ^^
nice view? the nite view of a KDU ^^ 
me n my darling during our graduation day ^^
our class photo at DCS =) 
us wif ks! hehe nice pic lolx! =Pafter going sch in the morning jus nw... went to jp (jurong point) wif my darling... we make some keychains for our hp ~ hehe so nice! love it lots lots ~ XD den we walk ard lo... buy present for nana's bday.... kinda of belated 1 la... but well the hearts tt counts =) tml is darling's bday le wors ~ haha... 20th bday ~ hope she will get all the things she 1 in life! gd luck my darling! although we gotta graduate soon but pls! stay in contact okie? dun forget me! =D gotta stop all my craps n prawns here continue my exciting stories nx time lolx! =X "exciting" bleahs! =P
Signing off,
Lisa(:
21.02.2007
5.16PM