well ... jus hang up calls wif tingru... she told me alot of things happen jus few days ago... which i myself was totally shock? lolx ~ first is gd thing la... she found her new bf lolx... well shocking n totally unexpected... a frenx of mine... a primary sch mate lolx ~ but hope they will be happy la ~ most important is tt haha =P wait 5 6 yrs later i might attend their wedding? haha who noes... lifes is so much unexpected =P

den well heard another news frm her... tis isnt gd... a frenx gt in an accident... haiz... nw still lying in hospital.... in icu room... hope he will fight for it n open his eyes soon ~ jiayou junwen everyone is waiting for u to wake up... dun give up cos no 1 had give up on u yet k? hang on there... u still haf lots of things waiting for u in life... u realli must jiayou to open ur eyes n see hw beautiful tis world is u havent explore finish yet... jia you! dun give up! everyone ard u is supporting u k? ^^

den later i also haf an interview to go... kurita the company i went the 1st time at tuas area... well ~ tis is a small company? pay low zz kns... but anyway .... if realli can get in... i also wont stay long la... 1stly pay too low 2ndly small company lolx ~ nahs ~ nt my type haiz ` i gotta give up on BD cos i haf no time to wait... =( if BD happens to calls me after i gt tis job i shall see wat can be done to shake off myself frm tis kurita company lolx ~ if BD nv calls... okie lo ~ at least i gt myself a job lolx! =P okie la enough of my craps... bye peep ! =D

Signing off,
Lisa(:

27.03.2007
4.52AM

haiz ~ dunno why suddenly feel so emotional? lolx ~ crappppsss ~! =X realli bored!! i guess i will update tis post n go slp lolx... ^^ okie firstly... i am bored n bored n still BORED! ROAR! well... i dunno why suddenly i misses someone =\ lolx ~ i dunno why i missed him? i thought no feeling le? but well maybe jus miss him as a frenx bahs? hmmmz.... jus suddenly de... but well nvm ~ i guess tis wont last long... yahs ~ maybe i am jus boring lolx ~ nth better to think ... =\ i am a crappy person you de mei de also like to think... dunno why... okie la enough of my crapss... stop here jus heard frm tr a frenx kena accident but cant contact tt person man it makes us worry hope nth happen to him ~ okie gotta stop here bye peep =)

Signing off,
Lisa (:

26.03.2007
3.54AM

ohh man ! lolx by right should haf update like 1 day ago ~ but well cos of my laziness lolx ~ XD anyway here i am lolx ~ =P hehe ~ when for an interview well consider as 2 days ago? cos nw 12am le ma? hehe =P den ermmx... the company i went is some phamra company i guess? =\ hmmz... i dunno wheather i did a gd wan anot... but well hopefully i did? =\ cos ermmx... is like ~ i talk nonsense during the interview ~_~ zzzz den some qns i dun dare to ask also i scare offend tt interviewer ZzZzZz but nvm my bro gave me some tips ~ so i guess i will try using it the nx interview! =D LOLS! =P wat he told me actually is wat i wanted to do... =\ but i scare the person nt happy abt it ma.. lolx ~ =X she asked me "will i stay long in tis company if they hired me" actually i gabra in tt topic la ~ i wanted to ask her bk tis... "so hw long haf u been in tis comapny?" =X but i scare dun dare to ask ~ arrggzz! =\ kns ! den the heels i wear GIVE ME BLISTER ON MY TOES ! OMG! SO PAINFUL T.T sob! tis is terrible till nw is still very painful if nx few days gt interview i sure die cos my foot will be like zzzZzz cripple =.=''' realli will become lame LOLS! okie la enough of my craps! tis is the 2nd time i sharing my interviews feeling wif u ppl! hope those ppl like me finding jobs le ~ can learn frm tis ~ "NV AFAIRD TO ASK QNS" hehe ~ =D

den ytd nite... i gt a bad bad dream... i dream of my very gd sister die in a car accident or something i also dunno why n is realli scary i got so upset inside the dream n suddenly i woke up is so real... n so scary =( i hope tis will nv comes true... frenx to me r very important =)

Signing off,
Lisa (:

24.03.2007
12.19AM

man ~! suppose to update ytd nite but well jus too tired... ~_~ today i am going for another interview! =D hehe ~ a pharmaceutical company called... n well i was sleeping at tt moment i woke up wif blur mind n i jus pick up lolx ~ =X den the lady ask me to come down for an interview tml which is today =D hehe... tis time round the company is at yishun hehe ~ i did all my prepration for it! nt gotta gabra tis time! lolx~ studied abit on the company history also ~ =X haha ~ looks like i am realli well prepare =P wish me gd luck for today's interview haha...

den after recieving the calls i decided to get come proper clothing for my interview ~ hehe gt some over at woodlands centre a top n a heels ~ hehe ~ hope i wont cry wearing the heels cos i nv wear heels b4 =\ lolx ~ my kor kor sae "huhs? nv wear heels b4? u girl lehs?" lolx! even he sae tt -.-''' i guess i should go find some other shoes wif haf abit of heels to pracstice on it lolx ~ =P okie enough of my craps i gotta go prepare myself for the interview le! bye peeps! wish me luck! =D realli hope to get into tis company ^^

Signing off,
Lisa(:

22.03.2007
10.07AM

woahs! SUPER HAPPY RIGHT NOW! =X lols... today went for my FIRST INTERVIEW! it looks gd turn out to be gd too i guess? lolx budden the pay... is jus too low =( but wheather wanna hired me anot... i dunno la... haha ~ if no also nvm ~ pay so low kns ~ who 1? =X lols!! den tis morning when i prepare myself to go out... i nearly kena bird shit! lolx! if i walk fast abit maybe 1 sec faster i might need to go bk n bathe 1 more time zzz lols ~ heng! i jus walk slow ... =X jus missed tt 1 sec! so lucky me! =P

den after tt... meet raymond to pass him some stuff... lolx ~ sala i bring him the wrong thing -.-''' so i bought it bk home ~ zzz waste my time... so heavy some more nonsense... den when i see him... i ask myself 1 qns... "do i realli like him mehs?" =\ wat a qns rite? i myself also dunno lolx ~ dunno why... maybe tis is hw things fade bahs... if u leave there too long n ignore... the colour will jus fade away... i think tis is the best way out! cos we still can be frenx! i like it... =) hehe ~

den after tt... i went on to my agent lor for the interview ~ it was at 1pm but i reached there kinda of early so i went up early... n terrible! i dint noe i need to go to the company to interivew also!!! i realli gabra at the interview -.-'' tis sound terrible zzz but hope i dint give bad impression to tt interviewer lolx ~ but anyway even i dun get into tis company i am happy also la pay so low =X no shift lolx ~ i dun 1 =X i wan gt shift allowence haha ! =P realli feel like finding job at jurong island but dunno can get anot ~ try my way out bahs~ hee ~ is a gd steps to start.. is nice =)

after my interview i went to meet darling in sch... settle some stuff den met some teachers over there well as usual we wear a mask n chat LOLS! =X i realli hate ite teachers zzz so fake... nonsense... but watever it is... if they realli recommand us job... lolx ~ also dun haf my share 1 la... i rather kao myself go find... kao them? forget it i think i will die till then... lolx ~ nt to bad mouthing abt ite teachers but well is so real jus like $$ so real =X lols ~ sound crappy =\

den after tt we went cwp chill out ~ haf our late lunch hehe ~ realli enjoyed myself the whole day! nth spoil my day... yah is nice ~ tis coming fri i guess i gotta attend a career fair ~ looking forward to it also going SHOPPING! yes! =D shop for my formal wear ~ hehe nice! =D okie gotta stop here le ~ enough of my crab n prawns hope to continue tml? =D

1 last thing also ... tis is a special paragraph lolx ~ SOMEBODY... jus ENJOYING HACKING MY E-MAIL i dun understand why... i realli dun understand.... i alrdy stop wat i should stop? den why u still doing all tis nonsense thing? doing all tis wat u get? my maple acc? lols ~ dun be stupid u think i will link my acc to tt e-mail? pls use ur brain... =) even 1 day u gt the pass u get in dun forget.. TT'S A THROWN AWAY ACC COS OF U.... get it? no need to try anything funny... cos is nt funny at all... n is childish.... but well i gt 1 sentence for u... if u realli wanna hack... TRY HARDER NX TIME GD TRY ! =D

Signing off,
Lisa(:

21.03.2006
3.03AM

woahs! after a few post of dishearting post finally i gt a happy post!! also i am totally overjoy by tis gd news? hehe~! wEeEe wat's the gd news? the gd news is i finally gt my FIRST! YEAHS! FRST JOB INTERVIEW! cool rite?! i am so happy ~ i guess tt's a job agent tt actually calls me up but well no matter wat i will jus strike my best over there ~ hope i wont spechless over there lolx ~ as i get nervous i will toughtight =\ lols~ anyway ~ no matter wat ~ i will jus strike for my best ~ my new turning point in my life ~ in my mind nw only gt career career still career COOLZ! =D

Signing off,
Lisa(:

19.03.2007
3.15PM

omg ~ it had been like 1 wk after my final paper ~ gosh ~ i am so bored =( trying real hard to find jobs...but looks like no reply yet.... sad huhs? T.T indeed sob sob ~ but nvm... i wont give up de... find job need time... jus abit more jia you wors lisa ~ ^^

had been rotting tis past few days as usual ~ but tis round like so pressureize de feeling lehs... nt like last time hols rot jiu rot lo... nw 1 more day i rot the more terrible i feel -.-''' tis is nt gd i dun feel gd at all haizz... sound depress the only thing can make me cheer up i think is FIND A JOB ASAP ! -.-''' hope so bahs.... =\

okie la enough of all my craps gotta stop here le bye ppl ~ hunting job real hard!!!! -.-'''

Signing off,
Lisa(:

18.03.2007
5.50PM

man ~ i am rotting at home totally so boring ~ arrggzz ~ life cannot carry on like tis cos i will be mad ~ =.=''' so sianz lo ... everyday slp wake up play comp zzzz like no aim in life ~ -.-''' hopefully those applications i send out de will reply me asap ~ or else i will be damn boring at home ZZzz okie nth much to update... jus hope to find job asap ~ COS I AM ROTTING AT HOME BADLY! ROARS! -_-''

Signing off,
Lisa(:

15.03.2007
11.13PM

woahhss ~! ytd dint manage to update my blog is because i stay over at michelle's place to see her off to aust tis morning... so dint go home... hehe... first i wanna sae is after of 12 yrs of studying finally i haf completed it ~ =) i finish my years of studies n nw i am total prepared myself to move on to my new life which is find a job hehe ~ so excited abt it...

dunno hw to describe tis kinda of feeling is great ~ ^^ although havent found a job yet of cos ~ lolx ~ as i jus finished my last paper ytd ~ but i did start to find jobs over the newspaper as wat i see... nth much which quite dishearting =( but nvm ~ newspaper cannot find over the net ~ i guess tt's somewhere waiting for me to learn more new things n more challenge awaiting for me =) so i realli rdy to go for the battle n strike for it! gogogo lisa! =D

lastly jus nw send michelle off well feeling kinda of sad =\ she give me a feeling dun wanna go but no choice... she haf to go... hope she will be fine over there n i promise if i can i will go pick her up when she comes bk n we go enjoy ourselves when she is bk =) tis is a promise okies? =) dun worry so much... if u find tt staying over there u dun feel happy at all... no problem... frenx over here are all welcome u to come bk dun forget singapore den is ur real home... no matter where you go, home den is ur most comfortable n safe place to be but no matter wat's ur decsion comes i will be supporting u k? tk care girl ^^

Signing off,
Lisa(:

13.03.2007
1.28PM

haiz... i guess i should noe wat i should do? i guess u r jus trying to make a fool out of me bahs... tt's it ... enough le... watever it is... i dun wanna noe le... keeping quiet doesnt mean can hide everything.... keep quiet doesnt mean the qns u asked is treated as nv asked b4.... i tired le... i need a rest i haf to give up le....

i duno why ... feeling so upset nw... hoping tis wont last long... =) so long since the last time i drop tears.... well u make it... u make me cry.... crying for nth again .... fuck i dun like it... i hate it... haiz ~ tml exam le but yet i havent study a single thing guess later will study bahs ~ straight after the exam i gotta find job n work ~ earn more $$ to dote myself more... =)

haiz... haiz haiz haiz haiz ... hope can find job real soon... ^^ hope the god is on my side? =) hope tt's a great path ahead... yahs ~ enough of my craps... hoho ~ bye peep ~! ^^

Signing off,
Lisa(:

11.03.2007
6.38PM

today i wanna share a song wif everyone... well i find lyrics of the song is very meaningful i simply loves it... here is the mtv ... hope u guys enjoy it =)




tis song is sing by 2 female singer Xu Hui Xin/Pan Wei Yi a very meaingful song... roughly tis song means no matter wat happen they will support each other till the end.... something like tt ~ isnt it sweet? haha ~ =D

think i also nv do anything much today... was sleeping whole day long =\ lolx ~ that it bahs ~ hope u guys enjoy the mv =)

Signing off,
Lisa(:

10.03.2007
10.00PM

well... haish ~ i am lost again... yahs once again.... =( thought numbing myself for the past few days wif games will help... but looks like everything is down to the drain... sad case for me =(

ytd nv do anything much... whole day slacking ard... wake up ard 2pm lolx ~ den bloody maple having patch again zZzzZz like lame lo hmphs ~ but nvm... to me gt maple no maple same la ~ jus tt abit sianz... =\ so fast fri alrdy ~! i guess i gotta get my pens work n my brain works real soon ~ prepare myself for exam lolx ~ my favourite last min work!! =D *bleahs* =P

den ytd nite was chatting wif him... well... as usual he talk until half den disappear... zz den he asked me is maple having big patch... i sae yes or else why i would be chatting wif him? den he suddenly pop out tis qns can say i been waiting few wks ago... saying "do we look like couple?"kinda of shock by his sentence... zzz wat he expect me to ans? wat he expect my ans to be? yes? no? i dunno... i asked him bk the same qns... he sae he dunno... wat does dunno means? indeed i am tired of waiting n chasing... is realli tiring... i dun 1 to go bk the life i had few mths bk... i jus wan to lead a peaceful life....

let me tell u my ans here... wat's ur ans is mine ans... if u sae "no" why bother to ask? if u sae "yes" do u realli feel tt we r couple? tt's so much doubts in me nw... realli onli u can clear it... i nt forcing u to give me an ans NOW.... i give u time to think... hw much time u need i dunno... but if i can wait i will wait... the decision is on u nw.... =) i guess i needa catch some sleep soon ~ tired !!!

Signing off,
Lisa(:

09.03.2007
7.37AM

ohh man ~ jus another day ~ lolx ~ i always update my blog in the morning nw ~ as nw i always wake up damn early to help mama to pack stuff den she go sell lolx... ~ well is tiring but hehe ~ see her happy to earn $$ by selling the stuff she make herself also happy for her la ^^

den ytd nv maple much also ~ cos stupid patch... such a big patch den zombie map 1 become the biggest map ~ sound weird huhs? den also go in the map gt timing... looks lame sound lame too zz i guess tt's too much ksing going on over there tt's y it nw become like tis... n also the map is bigger hopefully tt's nt so much of ksing ard at zombie the "timing" hopefully does help huhs? =\

den jus nw a frenx help me scroll my shoes ~ weEeE ALL PASSED! haha! so nice! nv pass a single scroll b4 other den 100% lolx ~ =X den nw tt lousy shoes last time dun worth a cent nw worth a few mil ~ wow ~ hehe ~ he is so lucky ~ also happy to scrolled my shoes successful ~ hehe =P okie enough of my craps... gotta stop here le ~! bye peep! ^^ good morning!! =D

Signing off,
Lisa(:

08.03.2007
8.36AM

well... early in the morning! n yet i am nt asleep yet ~ indeed i dun feel gd jus nw in the middle of the nite =( feeling sickish den i went to slp abt 11+ ytd but woke up at 2am zZzZ den nv slp till nw ~ sound so terrible -_-''

den maple whole nite ~ lolx ~ dint manage to lvl la of cos ~ jus up abt 20% ? but well to me is a great achivement lols! =P becos i am a damn slacker ppl noe me de in maple noes tt well haha ~ =P den whole nite my yan pi keep jumping (btm of my right eyes to be exaclt) zzz ~ i realli feel uneasy... n totally nt comfortable as the yan pi keep jumping n jumping
-_-''' terrible... =( chinese believe either gd things might happen or bad things might happen i dunno is gd or bad but in science is beacuse i nt enough of rest lols ~ =X but realli is a terrible 1... hope nth bad happen to any of my beloved ones =) i love them all nth bad can happen to them huhs? =\ choy! lols ~

wat nonsense i am talking abt... zzz well i guess i am beat i need to tk a bathe n rest lols ~ jus nw help mama to do something hehe ~ den monday tk $$ easier ma ~ lols ~ =X must be gd girl tis wk =X go out tk $$ easier i guess tis is the last time i gotta tk $$ frm her! my chance of returning is coming very soon hehe ~ looking forwards to tt ~ cos i wont kena her nag anymore lols ~ =P k la i gotta stop here bye peep ~

Signing off,
Lisa(:

7.03.2007
8.40AM

yooohooo!!!! yesh! i finally clear up my room! lolx ~! ppl cny clear room n hse... for me diff after cny den clear =X bo bian la ~ busy wif my attachment ... so no choice... so busy during cny period ~ *busy slacking* =X opps! lols~! cos attachment realli drain off me lots of energy ~ =( but well ... althought is tiring but i nv regret going there hehe ~ so slack it after my attachment... =P drag until nw den clear haha ~ but realli happy wif it althought is nt tt wonderful... but well at least i gt myself a mirror!!! actually last time gt le... but is block by something cos my bed is jus directly oppsite the mirror well... chinese believe slp facing mirror isnt tt gd... so no choice haf to block it instead =( but finally !!! i moved everything hehe everything look so fine in my room nw! okie ~ enough of my crap ~ hehe ~ gotta make my move first ~ realli looking forward to monday ~ cos i gotta meet darling!! weEeE miss her lots lots ~=D gt so much to talk to her... hehe ~ i sound like les -_-'' but well i am nt la ~ haha bleahs =P okie enough of my crap ~ bye peep ~! missing few of my girlfrenx nw ~! hehe ~ tingru!!!! jiabao!! =D hope to meet both of u soon ^^

Signing off,
Lisa(:

06.03.2007
10.32PM

well jus another day ~ hehe ... kinda of boring!!! arrggzzz! i gotta bored till death for tis week!! tis isnt sound gd huhs? lolx ~ i guess i gotta get started wif wat i planned to do earlier? maybe clear up my messy room first ~! yesh! first thing gotta do ! lolx ~ den after tt is focus on my studies! yes! my last paper is coming very soon gotta graduate soon loo ~ wEeee =D

tis few days after numbing myself wif game n still game ~ i guess i feel better? lolx ~ as in metally but nt physcially -_-'' cos TIS CAUSES NECK PAIN TO ME! i think i need to go do some excerise to relax myself abit lolx ~ i gotta jia you wors ~ hehe ~ so i hope i can get started wif my job! which is CLEAR MY ROOM TML!! =D lolx ~

also yaa ~ i decided to QUIT SMOKING!!! yes!! i am serious! i realli wanna quit =D hope tis time round i can cheng gong wors? hehe ~ nt been smoking for the past few days ~ i guess i can do it! i must do it n also i will do it =) last but nt the least.... thx to ppl who always accompany me when i need them ~ realli thx you very much =)

to darling -> dun worry darling... i will be alright dun worry for me k? nx wk last paper alrdy! dunno when den gt chance to meet u after tt paper =( hope u strike for the best k! go for it darling! miss u lots!! =D

Signing off,
Lisa(:

05.03.2007
10.40PM

well... jus another day over... slacking ard hse doing nth ~ lolx ~ hmmz... suppose to meet some bastard ytd but didnt meet as i realli unhappy wif him... lolx ~ so he decided to post tt disc to my hse... watever it is ~ i jus 1 it bk... see his face i also sianz... no point... stupid face lol ~ =X past few days mood isnt tt gd... as my blog reflex on it =) but hopefully i will get over it soon ~ hehe ~ i am a strong girl! =D nth can beat me! ^^ i will sad for few wks n tt's it forget it n move on... no point cry over things tt wont come bk? lolx ~ as i set tis sentence for my msn nick


"i am back to my starting point..

trying hard to stand up again..

falling is painful.."


he ~ meaningful sentence? i like it ^^ i will hold myself again n stand up! wEeE ^^ lolx ~
for tis 2 days i chiong maple all the way lo ~ 1 is to use game to numb myself... which well i guess it had it use? den also dun let me think ma ~ thinking makes me old u see? lolx ~ no matter wah ~ i will nv go bk the life i been in the past few mths... waiting life.. no i haf enough... i guess i need some rest ... i am tired... nt physically but metally... =) nx wk my study week ~ 1 wk need to eat 2 thick books ~ hopefully can do it ! ^^ den exam tt's it ~ i haf graduated hehe ~ so fast my 2 yrs of ite life is over... n also tis new yr had actually past 3 mths... wow time is flying b4 i realised... tis is so scary~ i am getting older tis yr!! man! no!!! =( also hope i can find myself a job asap ~ den enjoy wat's ahead of me ~ god had planned everything for me ~ is for me to disover n enjoy the process ~ thx god for giving wat i haf nw... it might nt be the best but well i still appricate it lots =) thx god... may god bless me n you =)

Signing off,
Lisa(:

03.03.2007
10.33PM

well.... another day over... whole day raining... realli a very cold day *sighz* nt feeling very gd rite nw... duno why.. i dunno is i think too much or is jus the truth? who can tell me wat am i doing? i myself dunno... falling into traps after traps.... hurting myself for no gd reason.... why?

jus trying to numb myself wif games... tt's all... trying nt to think... but seems so hard... once i reached home i jus gaming all the way... i thought it can help but actually it dun... =(
feel like crying... i tried to hold bk myself... but yet my tears jus drop... i guess i am jus too stupid to trust guys.... i guess i realli haf to close myself up..... why always is i cry? why is always i am hurt? well... no idea... tis is life tk it or leave it...

i had jus trip myself over a stone again for no gd reason... maybe nx time i should jus open up my eyes see my way properly... falling is painful... watever it is... i will still hold myself n stand up again...i jus trip over a stone... no big deal.. tt's more stone for me to trip in life ~ jia you bahs lisa ~ tis entry sound so emotional.... *sighz* i am nt happy since the day we part... since the day we meet... is my mistake once again... is my mistake to let u enter my life... i shouldnt haf allowed it.. if i stop it i guess i wont be feeling so miserable nw bahs... but well life still haf to carry on.. world will still turn without any1 of us... enough of my crappy words... gotta stop here le bye peep...

Signing off,
Lisa):

01.03.2007
9.22PM

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