hmmz.... ytd went to my aunt's funeral... nt as bad as i thought..... after the last look i looked at her.... i guess she go in peace? maybe... i haf no idea.... but anyway... may god bless her... she is a very nice lady when she is ard.... when i still haf her memories in me.... ((:

i dint noe she alrdy in coma for 9 yrs... so tis would be better to release her suffering after 9 yrs of coma... i thought she only in coma for like 5 - 6 yrs.... well.. time flies without we knowing.... so still may god bless her! ((: good bye my aunty....

tml is race day le.... woohoo! everyone is very excited n nervous abt it! i will go down n support them!! i feel so much better compare to the day when i jus noe the news abt her leaving her... so i guess i can give my 100% to support them in race! ((:

best wishes to all my fellow team mates.... ALL THE BEST! ONE HEART ONE SOUL PA SA!! =D

p/s: ppl i feel so much better le... thx for all the console u guys give me! cheers! ((:

Signing off,
Lisa(:

27.06.08
4.53PM

tis morning..... while i working.... bro called me... n sae aunty passed away.... nt a super duper shocking news.... but is too unexpected.... n till nw i still feel like crying.... badly... hais... )):

when i saw my hp is bro calling... i sense something isnt gd... cos he wont call me for nth... hais ~ sad lah.... suddenly haf so much flash back.... so much... so much....

althought i n nt super close wif her.... but memories will always stay in my heart.... forever.... super moody right nw.... hais....

hope the team will do well for the race... things happen so unexpectedly... might nt be able to go down... wif the mood i am in nw.... GO PA SA! ((:

sorry peeps if i haf bad attiude towards u ppl.... i am realli nt in a right mood....

Signing off,
Lisa ):

25.06.08
11.08PM

wat a tiring day.... some unhappy stuff happen during the training.... sad... or i should sae angry instead? someone in the girl's team... hais... can sae make the whole team to be totally unhappy wif her... omg.... eventually tis happened quite sometime ago.... but well... is always a within ourselves things.... but well... tt's tis chinese words "纸是包不了火" tis meaning the paper cannot always cover up the fire.... eventually it flame up.... hais....

is true tt ur attidue is nt right.... i noe we cant sae anything... cos we dun fit to sae too... but well... eversince emily said tis "dun wry when others do lesser... wry when they do more.." eversince tis sentence.... it enlighten me... frm tt moment onwards... i find it no point to complain n chase her to finish up her sets... is all in her mind....

den well... as usual she dint finish her sets today... n she is late again.... but well who cares if she does it anot? if she dun care abt herself... who will? totally disappointed alrdy.... so no point bother abt it....

but when jus nw rowing.... who the hell is she to tell me hw to coax? omg... if she is someone very gd at coaxing directing me hw... i am totally welcome tt comments... i am still learning... but if u dunno hw to coax... pls dun direct ppl hw to... i am trying my very best to do it... dun distract me by ur words... is okie to tell me once... but dun keep telling me wat to do.... i noe rowing is tiring...
n stuff.... but i am a new coaxswain... i gt my own stress too... i am nt pro like others... n it jus pissed me off totally.... if u think u are so damn gd... pls tell mike n let u coax den i tell u wat to do... see hw u feel.... cant u haf a simple respect to the person who is coaxing the boat... no matter is a new or a old coaxswain? wtf....

forget abt the unhappy stuff... ytd was fel's bday! haha! we went to haf our dinner at billy bombers.... is fun la... ((: enjoy ourselves to the max... =D den today after all the disappointment... we gt a cake for our june baby! =D check out the pics! ((:

feeling extremly unfair to the extend.... so decided to write something here to release out! humphs!! seriously sometime i feel tt like as if there's 1 person running the lab.... but nt 2.... zzz

thurs morning is always busy.... but yet no 1 is helping me out... when actually there's 2 person working in the lab.... wtf.... i feel super angry la.... so wat u are the ldr of the lab.... u still haf to work wat... i noe ur pay haf a very big different wif mine... pls lors.... hw much i spend here to study? hw can u compare it in such a way? is totally unfair for me.... today is a totally pissed off day... which i am totally unhappy abt it....

u can happily walk ard n chi chat.... or jus look at the computer for nth.... jus refuse to help me... tt's the case go bk china la... since u said the $$ is so damn little.... wif ur china qualification wat u expect? 1.8k of basic? wtf la.... if u think china is so great... jus go bk china n enjoy ur life there but nt in sg... too bad....

pissed off.... humphs... time for bed... bye peeps

Signing off,
Lisa ):<

19.06.08
11.07PM

TR send tis e-mail to me recently n i find it realli meaningful so decided to share wif everyone tt pass by my blog... (:

TRUST
trust is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, 'Public Utilities Board.' There was silence. She repeated, 'PUB.' There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, 'Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is.'

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just 'hello' instead of 'PUB'.

NO POINTING FINGERS
A man asked his father-in-law, 'Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?' The father-in-law answered in a smile, 'Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you.'

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.

If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?
A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested 'I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one.' The SDU officer said, 'Your requirements, please.' 'Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest.' The officer listened carefully and replied, 'I understand you need television.'

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up a nd discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING
Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character.'

It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

RIGHT SPEECH
There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that 'A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation.' Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, 'Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school.' On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, 'Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker.' She answered,'You should appreciate that you married me. Other wise, he will be the millionaire and not you.'

Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION
Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, 'Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? 'Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, 'The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?' Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, 'How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.' The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, 'Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.' Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a nar row bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

BE PATIENT
This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, 'Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck.' Then he asked, 'but when are my fingers going to grow back?' The father went home & committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

meaningful n worthy ur time reading it.... (:

i am tired time for bed.... bye peeps ((:

Signing off,
Lisa(:

17.06.08
11.29PM

just came bk frm work... sianz la ~ only OT like 4 hrs? wth... waste my time... nvm tml if can work whole day! ((: see hw it goes! i wan earn bk my LOST OTs la! humph!! )):

ytd nite was chatting wif KL n QH in the msn... here goes tis lame conversation n funny! LOLS!

KL: HEY!! add me in tt photo on ur display pic lehs!
Me: dun 1 la... bo liao... zzz
KL: wah lao! nvm i edit myself...
Me: watever? (LOL)

so tis picture below it is orignal looking lols....


10 mins later.....

KL:HEY U SEE I EDIT FINISH!



me n qh laugh our ass off lols!!! SO LAME LA KL !! lols!!! but funny la... like tt also can lols!!! =x

gotta meet up wif them later! =D happy happy! ((: bye peeps! =D

Signing off,
Lisa(:

13.06.08
3.46PM

freaking tired la... body aching like mad... but well still need to work tml? lols... gt a freaking shocking news tis afternoon.... 1 of my team mate gt kick out of the team la.... i am quite upset abt it la... nt trying to mention any names in tis entry... but well.... my fellow team mates will noe wat i am talking abt....

everything is like too sudden la.... hais... so sad but tt's nth we can do abt it... cos the decision is alrdy be made.... but i still doubt alot... why need to make such a decision? jus because of pride n ego? no idea.... it realli doubts me alot... too much until i dunno hw to sae....

everyone wans to haf a place in the race... everyone wans to win in all the race... regardless is a real race or jus a normal friendly match... nobody likes the feeling of being the 1st count frm the bk.... but is it realli fair jus to think abt winning n neglect the other team mates feeling? i haf no idea abt tis....

ever there's tis session someone sae to me "i dunno why u are in the team... but nvm u jus follow wat the girls do" does tt person noe tis sentence eventually hurts alot? i am nt angry jus feel disappointed to hear such a comments after giving up so much things ard me..... i noe i am nt up the any standards yet... but i am trying always trying.... but eversince tis sentence said to me.... i feel totally dishearted.....

watever it is.... no hard feeling for tis blog entry..... jus feel very upset wif the decision made.... hais....

nth much we can do or talk abt it.... wat is done is done....

Signing off,
Lisa(:

10.06.08
12.27AM

lykaa n me! haa ~

well well ... while waiting for our ice cream! xD

haa we ordered fries for snacks! is like nice lors... but well fries taste all SAME! =x

here come our EARTHQUAKE! lols...

fries ice cream? lols =x

yummy!! xD

finish!! ((:

den jus nw training time... when bathing... wth! some worm cawl on me lors.. den i was like SCREAM SO LOUD! zzzz nt my fault la... cos i am freaking scare wif all tis insects thingy la! )): lols.. see dead cockroach dun dare to deep my paddle in the water is like FUNNY LA! =x

okie la needa go off le! time to sleep! nite peeps!

wow... time realli FLIES lors... i gt tis feeling like cny only like jus YTD thing... but eventually we are alrdy going half of the yr alrdy.... god... tt's realli fast... means i will be getting OLDER sigh! )):

so so so so so tired today... managing the whole production chemical today.... =.=''' but well learn something in return which i think is like cool! =D hope i will do better nx time! ((:

went for sunday training... like so long nv realli row like tt... body aching like mad jus nw when i stand for the whole day =.= plus those unwanted pressure given by all sides =.=''' i rather be a 4ever no position technician rather den noe too much things... lols ~ =x den like omg... i gt a real bad bad cut on sunday's training... is like 2 layer of my skin gt "skinned" off.... so painful lors... )): nw feeling is like whole thumb is so freaking pain )): show u guys the wound but well is gross... =.='''

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