Sunday, July 27, 2008 10:46 PM
haish... very sad la... )): 1 of my baby ham ham passed away tis morning..... haish... all my fault... tis wouldnt had happen... all my fault....!!! )):
should haf post tis picture earlier for joy... but nw... only for memories.... i miss the baby ham ham.... )):
now 1 is injure... hope he can put thru tis....
haish.... super sad... )):Signing off,
Lisa ):
27.07.08
10.50PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 12:23 AM
finally everything gotta come to the end.... ((: viewing room on wed.... think so much... cry so much... end up? haha ~ well... like i sae... the bridge will straight once i reach.... n nw i feel actually tt's so many ppl ard me can help me out.... :DD
1 prob settle.... another things is.... MY DRIVING LICENCE!!! haa ~! cant wait to get my licence sia... which is like few mths later things... hope everything goes smoothly like hw i plan.... :D
ahhh ~ my pocket gotta haf 1 bloody big hole....
LOL!
but nvm... i enjoy the feeling of success! hope i can past my theory on 1 go.... YES 1 GO... study hard LISA! lols! :D havent even enroll think so much le =X sheese!
1 more mth to TR birthday sia! LOL! she gotta be 20 YRS OLD in 1 mth time!!! hahas! =X
time for bed bye peeps! ((:
Signing off,
Lisa(:
22.07.08
12.28AM
((: I Finally Can Smile From My Bottom Of My Heart.... LOVES ♥♥ :))
Monday, July 21, 2008 1:41 AM
jus another day! yahs i am bk in sg... so sad... hw i wish i can stay at home longer.... i miss home so much.... lols... gotta go bk nx wk so no worries! gotta go bk every 2 wks... is a must... no choice... home is still home... ((: no matter hw much i earn... hw much i enjoy outside... i wont be happy if i haf no 1 to share wif.... family is those ppl i can share wif... also home.... tt's the only place i can feel is a place for me... a place will be always for me no matter what.... ((:
jus nw finally meet up wif TR!!! wooahhss! lols.... but we dint talk much as the bf is ard... sianz la! but at least get to see her! miss her so much lols... hopefully can meet up soon for a chatting session miss it!! ((:
as for the time being... where to stay? nd to move? dunno la... fuck it... the bridge will be straight once i reach..... fuck it.... lols...
gotta tk my driving lisence nx mth! YES I MEAN IT! NX MTH! lols! =X
great misses to all my PA team members... especially the LADIES! MISSES! ((:
time for bed update nx time! ((:
Signing off,
Lisa(:
21.07.08
1.45AM
Friday, July 18, 2008 10:25 PM
finally!! i am bk home!! =D hohoho miss my HOME so much! yes indeed for tis period of time... i wan to go home every wk if possible! ((: but i noe is impossible so well =x at least every 2 wk! ((: but well... reaching home is best... but when look at the traffic of the custom is hell zzz... guess wat? i left my sg hse ard 2.15 i reach my place 5 YES IS FREAKING 5PM! -.-''' n i am only at jurong.... wthhh ~ craps!! n is nt BUSY hrs ... omg... -.-'''
i reach custom ard 3? i left at 4.... -.-''' i am nt kua zhang... i left sg custom only at 4 zzz! i stuck there for like 1 hr? -.-''' terrible... dunno wat sg custom is doing... wthhh ~!
but watever it is... i am bk home! ((: LOVES ♥
gotta haf a chi chat session wif LY later! woahss! cant wait for it! :DDD
going off le bye peeps! ((:
Signing off,
Lisa(:
18.07.08
10.33PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 10:37 PM
thought it would be gd someone will stay wif me.... but things dun seem to be tt easy? i dunno..... i dun mind doing the finding n stuff.... but at least give me the feeling u interested to stay wif me... if nt.. dun tell me u are.... u noe hw much i feel insecure abt staying in sg nw.... so if dun 1 or dun feel like to stay wif me... pls let me noe earlier... dun let me noe last min... i will feel even worst.... dun jus because wan to make me happy n tell me u are willing to share room wif me.... pls dun....
i dunno why i gt such feeling towards u... sry if i haf misunderstand u.... i jus lack of trust in any1... jus any1... i think i trust ppl too easily tt's why i am in such a state nw.... think bk... i am jus stupid....
still... moving bk is my last last last resort.... things dun seems working out fine.... life isnt great for me tis yr.... )):
i miss the good old days.... TR WHERE ARE U?!?!?! LOLS!!! faster come sg work!!! i miss those days we were together.... dinner together, tv, talk craps, shopping, cooking n too much for me to name out all.... totally miss it to the max..... haha.... i guess there's the happiest thing in my life eversince i started work..... great misses.... ((:
lastly... i missed home... badly.... i wan to go home.... )):
Signing off
Lisa):(:
10.44PM
16.07.08
Monday, July 14, 2008 10:31 PM
finally i haf come to a decision.... althought i realli wish i can stay in sg... but well... the rental is way too high for me to tk it alone.... is 400-450 per person... i left no choice but to go bk malaysia.... haish.... it gotta be a realli tiring time for me... but hopefully i can tk it... ENDURE ALL THE WAY!!!! ((:
cos i nd to travel in n out... tis also make me inconvient to go for DB training.... i hate to sae it... but i left no choice but to leave the team.... hopefully i can find a room mate in sg soon.... den maybe i can move bk to sg again... as for nw.... even let me find a super cheap place... i also scare the owner will be like so niao... anyway... in another words i am fear of staying in sg.... i am fear of singapore owners.... i dunno when the owner will go crazy n ask me to move if i found a new place.... i am scare.... )):
haish... i am super to sad to leave the DB team la.... during tis 4 mths nt very long but the bonding is so strong.... we row, laugh, cry, emo, crazy, scream together... i gotta miss all the rowing session.... will miss it to the max.... haish.... but still thx for all the memories u guys give me... it will go wif me whenever i go.... i wont forget u guys! great MISSES n LOVES♥♥ =D
after all the irratating n sickening stuff there's something i feel happy today! ((: ... my little precious give birth to 4 little precious wans! omg... it jus brighten up my stressful days.... haa ~ LOVES ♥♥ ((:
here are the pics i took is very blur la ~ hee ~! =D
cute isnt it? woohoos! ((: they are nt even 1 day old!!! ahhh ~! so damn cute!! haaa ~! hee... bed is calling! time to slp! nite peeps! ((:Signing off,
Lisa(:
11.13PM
14.07.08
Sunday, July 13, 2008 2:56 PM
dun feel good right now.... jus feel like writing something to my blog.... i dunno why i gt is kind of feeling.... totally dun feel good.... i dunno wat's bothering me... when actually is a simple things i suppose but yet i cant let myself think is simple... zzz why?
i jus feel so stress up.... moving hse? can be so stress? dunno why.... haish... i nd to adpt to new enirvoment again... $$ again... why? )):
when i think of it... my tears drop man.... i dunno why i am stressing myself... i jus feel very vexed.... haish... )):
things happen to fast... hw can i react to it? )):
i am afaird of something... it might be true it might nt be.... still i am scare....
life isnt too great for tis yr.... haish.... )):
signing off,
Lisa):
3.00PM
13.7.08
Saturday, July 12, 2008 1:36 PM
see the title of my blog entry... i gotta write something i haf watch recently.... haa ~ ((: this show... 1 liter of tears a japan show... is a best drama i ever watched in my whole 20 yrs... a show tt make me feel... hw fraglie a life can be... also hw lucky we are to haf a healthy body.... tis girl Ikeuchi Aya who suffered frm some diease which haf no cure for it.... but she haf nv give up when she noe she gt such diease.... she noe 1 day she might nt be able to talk, walk n etc... but she nv give up herself she wrote dairy every single day... note down every single things of her life.... she is so brave to face her illness when she was only 15 yrs old... hw would a 15 yrs old kid do it? even for me if i gt such illness i will totally brk down n i think is end of the world.... she is a very amanzing human being.... if u think tt god is unfair for u... think abt her.... is god fair for her? i learn alot after watching tis show..... treausre watever we haf nw... b4 it's too late....
after 10 yrs of suffering she passed away on 23 may 1988.
1 Liter Of Tears can be found in youtube! worthy all ur time watching it.... ((:
Signing off,
Lisa((:
12.07.08
1.52PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 9:34 PM
hais... in a super depress + moody nw.... dunno hw to sae my feeling out... but well only 1 word i can use is SUCK.... deal to some prob.... i think i need to move again.... i shouldnt sae i think i should sae "i must" hais... totally in a lost mood la.... den bz said wanna share room wif me... but she seems like alot of request wan tis convient tt convient... i realli dunno wth she wan lors.... ytd call her ask her den she sae anywhere nearby my current place here also can.... den nw she sae nt convient... omg... i realli dunno wat she wan... i wonder if we can click to stay together... tis make me so pek cek.... hais.... within 1 yr + i shifted total of 3 times.... i am so sick of it la.... hais... when den i can find a place tt i can stay in very long 1? ): i doubt tis also.... hais....
nw i dun even feel like staying at the living room... dun feel like talking to any1 man... i feel so suffocated nw... (mentally) hais.....
Things tt i am stress nw is the followings:
- where to stay..?
- hw to fufill bz's request when she wans cheap room but convient place? THE!
- hw to move?
- some other stuff also.... hais....
gotta go slp le... bye peeps... hais... )):
Thursday, July 3, 2008 11:32 PM
been thinking tis qns for whoe day..... "happiness or career?" define my word "happiness" is... i am very happy wif my beloved dragon boat team.... all the memories we haf.... we row together, train together, cry n laugh together.... do all the possible stuff together....
tis realli makes me hard to leave the team... each time i go for training.... )): cos i noe nth least forever... n there isnt tis word forever in my human brain dictionary also.... ((:
i hate to sae tis.... but well... face the fact.... i haf to persude my career hais.....
still no decision is made.... i am still thinking thru....
i hate to sae tis... "happiness dun last forever" haish....
天下无不散之宴席
as for my career i haf to fight for it! ((:
幸福不是必然, 是要自己去争取....
last words! to all the PA guys... u guys did wonderful in the race... well i think i should haf update earlier as i am waiting for the photo to update together! lols! PHOTO PHOTO!!! SLOW LA! omg omg.... good job to all the mans n ladies... well done! ((:
alright... enough of my true feelings~ lols... time for bed... bye peeps....
Signing off,
Lisa(:
4.07.08
12.41AM