Thursday, March 1, 2007 9:14 PM
well.... another day over... whole day raining... realli a very cold day *sighz* nt feeling very gd rite nw... duno why.. i dunno is i think too much or is jus the truth? who can tell me wat am i doing? i myself dunno... falling into traps after traps.... hurting myself for no gd reason.... why?
jus trying to numb myself wif games... tt's all... trying nt to think... but seems so hard... once i reached home i jus gaming all the way... i thought it can help but actually it dun... =(
feel like crying... i tried to hold bk myself... but yet my tears jus drop... i guess i am jus too stupid to trust guys.... i guess i realli haf to close myself up..... why always is i cry? why is always i am hurt? well... no idea... tis is life tk it or leave it...
i had jus trip myself over a stone again for no gd reason... maybe nx time i should jus open up my eyes see my way properly... falling is painful... watever it is... i will still hold myself n stand up again...i jus trip over a stone... no big deal.. tt's more stone for me to trip in life ~ jia you bahs lisa ~ tis entry sound so emotional.... *sighz* i am nt happy since the day we part... since the day we meet... is my mistake once again... is my mistake to let u enter my life... i shouldnt haf allowed it.. if i stop it i guess i wont be feeling so miserable nw bahs... but well life still haf to carry on.. world will still turn without any1 of us... enough of my crappy words... gotta stop here le bye peep...
Signing off,
Lisa):
01.03.2007
9.22PM