tis is only like 1/2 of my stuff =\
after packing everything... those near the bed 1 is mine =\
dint realli expect to haf so many bags of clothes... i really cannot imagine if 1 day if i realli move bk to malaysia... i think i will go crazy by packing everything once again... n i hope tis day shall not come so soon... =\ but i think the longer i stay in sg the more bags i will haf nx time if i decided to head bk to malaysia so may god bless me i can stay in the place for a very long period of time!!!
den tis morning some unpleasent thing happen at my work place.... guess what? those guys i am working wif they realli tk me for granted cos why? jus because i stay in JB i MUST stay in company until nx tues like wth? when almost 90% of the malaysian haf alrdy left the company n preparing themselves to enjoy tis coming CNY yet i am still struggling ard MCT.... tis is totally unfair for me!! nice to hear tues come bk for some stupid safety courses but eventally i am coming bk to WORK yes is WORK.... realli feel unfair why other malaysian can jus leave without any worries but yet put all tis kind of rubbish thing on me... is it jus because i stay damn freaking near singapore? so i must get tis kind of treatment? i dunno... ):
afterall i accept tis nt jus because i wanna work for the company to earn bk my half day leave... is because i am force to come bk.... afterall i am jus a small lab technician wat else i can sae? no matter wat i said... the ans is still "YOU HAF TO COME BK!"
things happen jus 1 after another after tis breaking news that make me kinda of pissed off... this morning i told CR (lab engineer) i will not be able to come to work on fri... cos i am moving hse... guess what he told me? he said "i thought u r moving on thurs? that's y u took leave on thurs?" SHIT LOR! i did told u that i am moving on FRIDAY which u urself said u will arrange accordingly n tis is wat u tell me in the end? althought is correct i am moving on thurs deal to some changes but i not gotta come bk on fri because i alrdy told u i am not coming... tis matters slip off ur mind cos u jus dun tk my words seriously!! at first he insist on me coming bk at nite... i nearly gt soft hearted n sae... "okie lor den i come" but i keep telling myself i cannot always like tt if gt once they will be twice n more.... cny cannot go bk early jiu suan le... but why still force me to come OT? hais... i realli dun understand tis company.... i guess wat baozhu tell me is right something act blur is better den too smart... sometime is better to be stupid better nt to noe anything.... lab haf 4 person 1 went bk malaysia left 3 but HELLO i am also a MALAYSIAN!!! tis is totally unfair for me... hais... i guess i shall stop here tis realli makes my blood boils! hmphs! >:(
Signing off,
Lisa(:
31/1/08
6.41PM