Tuesday, June 10, 2008 12:12 AM
freaking tired la... body aching like mad... but well still need to work tml? lols... gt a freaking shocking news tis afternoon.... 1 of my team mate gt kick out of the team la.... i am quite upset abt it la... nt trying to mention any names in tis entry... but well.... my fellow team mates will noe wat i am talking abt....
everything is like too sudden la.... hais... so sad but tt's nth we can do abt it... cos the decision is alrdy be made.... but i still doubt alot... why need to make such a decision? jus because of pride n ego? no idea.... it realli doubts me alot... too much until i dunno hw to sae....
everyone wans to haf a place in the race... everyone wans to win in all the race... regardless is a real race or jus a normal friendly match... nobody likes the feeling of being the 1st count frm the bk.... but is it realli fair jus to think abt winning n neglect the other team mates feeling? i haf no idea abt tis....
ever there's tis session someone sae to me "i dunno why u are in the team... but nvm u jus follow wat the girls do" does tt person noe tis sentence eventually hurts alot? i am nt angry jus feel disappointed to hear such a comments after giving up so much things ard me..... i noe i am nt up the any standards yet... but i am trying always trying.... but eversince tis sentence said to me.... i feel totally dishearted.....
watever it is.... no hard feeling for tis blog entry..... jus feel very upset wif the decision made.... hais....
nth much we can do or talk abt it.... wat is done is done....
Signing off,
Lisa(:
10.06.08
12.27AM