Tuesday, December 23, 2008 9:40 PM
it had been a long time since i last update my blog..... shall haf some updates.... (:
finally is gotta be end of the yr! woohoo!! xmas is coming n we are stepping into the new yr guess wat? 1 yr older... -.-''' lols... xmas present recieve by colleauges.... thx peeps (:
come to the cruel part of it.... my work... it dun seems to be as smooth as i thought.... will i get confirmation is still a BIG QUESTION MARK..... haish... tt's lots of things that i cant put in wrds... nt i dun 1 to sae... the only thing i can sae is.... if i were to sae everything out... i think u might think tt i am trying to push everything away.... i haf my diffcult side... i hope u understand i hope i haf enough time to prove it.... *hopefully*
i seriously gt so stress up today.... totally.... you are 1st n hopefully is the last boss tt totally convience me... so far i wrk for quite sometimes... none of them convience me like u does... u totally gain my respect for it... even if i am nt confirm after tml... i will still be happy because i learn alot frm u... thx boss.... (:
also... work stress alrdy make me cant think properly.... i totally haf no more strength in terms of metal strength to think of anything right now.... i might nt be able to go bk dragon boat nt nw... or maybe in the future also wont haf the time.... excerising should be something relaxing... i dun feel relax at all in fact i feel more tense up... i haf enough frm wrk... so totally quit D.B is the only resort i can think of.... sry peeps... i let u guys down again... after mths of thinking... after mths of struggling... i totally cant squeeze out anytime for it.... in order for me to concentrate on my wrk totally i haf to give up something.... i hope u guys understand n no matter wat... i still love D.B.... i still love you peeps! (:
pray hard for tml... hopefully things will goes on smoothly as it is.... gotta catch some slp... nites peeps!
Signing off,
Lisa ):
23.12.08
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